Assalamualaikum.
It has been so long since I wrote here. So hi! Ramadhan Mubarak.
I don't know if I'll be consistent to write anything here in Ramadhan but since today is the first day of Ramadhan,
I guess I should write something (sementara masih ada semangat huks 😶)
Right. Last night I went to Masjid nearby my house to perform tarawih.
Don't you think time flies so fast? Ramadhan this year is quite a surprise. I mean we were all expecting it but for me...I didn't do much preparation even though I got something in my mind on what I want to achieve this Ramadhan.
I read my friend's status saying that she feels a bit lonely this Ramadhan because she celebrated it alone (she just started working this year). I can relate very well. That's what I feel too. Semalam rasa lonely sebab pergi terawih sorang-sorang 
I just got back from shopping Kurma and stuffs then terus pergi masjid. My roommates went to Masjid together hee.
Anyway ya...It felt different yesterday because since so many years I was celebrating Ramadhan either with my family or friends. Okay I admit that yesterday I really felt like crying. I did shed my tears (sikit je la nangis tu. Takdalah nangis sangat)
It just that my heart feels something that I couldn't describe. The feeling of longing to the good old days. I miss everyone literally. But reflecting to those old good days, I'm so so much grateful that I experienced it before. I feel so blessed. May Allah keeps sending me good people whom I will cherish and makes my life worth living 💓
Apart from that, maybe I'm not prepared enough but I do looking forward to experience this journey. Ramadhan journey. I'm expecting that I'd learn something. I don't know what Allah wants to teach me this Ramadhan.
That's just my diary for the first night of Ramadhan. I hope I'm motivated enough to keep on sharing here.
Bye. Ramadhan Mubarak again.
Thanks for reading 